It’s the last day. Suddenly I don’t feel like growing up. It was so much nicer to be young. To be ignorant. To be worry-free. Sad to leave, especially my friends. After this, we are going to fly our separate ways to chase our dreams. We wouldn’t know when can we ever meet again. The laughter, the tears, the happiness and the sadness that we shared are the memories that we have. Your existence made a difference in my life.
Thank you, my dear friends.
Take care.
So long.
みなさん こんにちは。
はじめまして。わたしは ステフです。けいえいがくぶのがくせいです。ことし よねんせいです。けいえいがくぶは あそこです。わたしのがくぶは しょくどうが あります。しょくどうのたべものは あまり おいしくないですが、だいたい やすいです。
わたしは にじゅうよんさいです。たんじょうびは さんがつ ついたちです。ことしのたんじょうびに かれに Fossil のとけいを もらいました。きょねんのクリスマスに かれに Polo のネクタイを あげました。
わたしは マラッカから きました。マラッカは ちいさいまちですが、すてきなところです。マラッカは おいしいたべものが たくさん あります。そして あまり たかくないです。わたしは Satay Celup と ニョニャりょうりが すきです。Satay Celup は すこし からいです。ははは ニョニャりょうりが じょうずです。
わたしは むらさきのくるまが あります。くるまは あまり おおきくないですが、とてもべんりです。じゅぎょうは げつようびから もくようびまでです。まいしゅうのかようび ごご ５じから ７じまで テニスを します。それから うちへ かえります。まいばん ９じに しゅくだいを します。それから ねます。まいしゅうのきんようび あねと じどうしゃで いなかへ かえります。
やすみは しがつ ついたちから なのかまでです。わたしはかぞくと ひこうきで タイワンへ いきました。タイワンは すこし さむいです。そのかばんを かいました。それは よんじゅうリンギットです。わたしも おみやげを かいました。ともだちに おみやげを あげました。
わたしは マレごとえいごが よく わかります。そして にほんごが すこし わかります。いつも にほんごのあにめを みます。ときどき まんがのほんを よみます。あにめとまんがは とても おもしろいですから、にほんごが すきです。
にほんは きれいなくにです。たから、にほんが とても すきです。どぞう よろしく おねがいします。
ありがとう ございます。
I’m so happy that I finished learning Japanese language level 1. It’s so nice to learn a foreign language especially the one you like the most. Japanese and Chinese language will be my on-going lessons. ^^
For the first time, I feel sad to leave UM. This week is the last week of my final semester. Time really passes very fast. By the time I get to breathe properly, it’s already week 14. Couldn’t really grasp what I’ve been through this semester. Attended Japanese class this semester. The nicest class of all. The class that I will miss the most too! Had a very nice Japanese teacher. Sweet and lovely. This time is for real that I’m going to leave schooling life forever. I usually felt sad when I was going to leave my schools – primary (MGS 2), secondary (MGSS), pre-university (MHS) and now UM. I really enjoyed my studies life a lot. Nevertheless, we have to move on.
Last Friday, I was in the hospital for almost 12 hours. My aunt a.k.a mom was admitted for minor stroke. I brought her to see the doctor at Mahkota Hospital. Doctor advised her to be admitted for proper monitoring and check ups. However, a deposit fee of RM5000 is required! Gosh, it was late night around 11pm. Where could we get so much cash in hand at that moment? This hospital is really focusing on making profit rather than saving patients. So we shifted to general hospital. It is a widely known facts to Malaysians that the government hospital is super slow. We went there at 12am but my aunt only got to be admitted at 4am. And there weren’t many people at that time. Why did we need to wait for 4 hours?? Couldn’t really sleep that night. Reached home around 5.30am. Slept at 7am to do homework. Woke up at 10.30am. Started to look for information and contacts of acupuncture doctor. It was said to help stroke patients to recover. Aunt was well monitored by the doctors in general hospital. At 2pm, doctor said she could be discharged. So we went there to get the procedures done. And again, I waited from 2pm to 7pm just for my aunt to discharged. Why the heck do we need to wait for 5 hours just to be discharged???! And that also we did not get the report. It was only after 9pm that we could get the report of my aunt’s condition. I understand that there are many patients in GH but the slowness wasn’t caused by the number of patients. It was caused by the inefficient system that the government hospital is running on. Saddened by this condition, I promised myself that I’m going to earn lots of money and never again let my family members to go to GH.
我知道已经过了满就。但我还是要写。我对摇篮手的感想。我对演绎会的感想。看了表演真的是很感动。为什么会感动呢？应为它让我会想起我曾经走过的路。酸甜苦辣。有开心也有辛苦的时候。但是这一切都是值得的。今年没在台上的我，真的觉得很不舍得。不舍得放下摇篮手也不舍得放下表演的机会。看了他们的表演之后，我真的发现到我很爱表演。我很爱音乐。我爱唱歌。我爱跳舞。可能我喜欢听到掌声的声音。当别人为我的付出所给的一种肯定。
That’s right! I am back to UM to continue my last semester of my degree. Spending the past 9 months staying in hometown makes me feel homesick once I reached KL. I really enjoyed my 6 months of internship a lot back in PwC Melaka. But life has to go on. Has a slight fever the next day after arriving at KL. @@
Hope I can survive through these 5 months. I dislike being far from my family and friends. It’s so lonely here…
My healer - Music
During study week, I had the first last gathering with my housemates as we are going on our separate ways after the exam. So we decided to take a break at PitStop. The only special thing here is the variety of games for us to play. Other than that, nothing else special. The food is normal. Not very nice but not that bad either.
A808 is the house where we have stayed for almost a year. Although sometimes I was struggling while staying there, it’s undeniable that I had fun time with them too! Take care pals! =)
9 more hours to my 4th paper and here I am writing this post to recap what I’ve learnt so that I can put to good use later in exam.
Relativism: No ethical standards that are absolutely true that apply to all situations.
Absolutism: There is one set of unchanging moral rights that will hold true in all situations.
Descriptive Relativism: Accepts that different cultures have different standards.
Normative Relativism: Accepts that people have different opinion to justify their act.
Egoism: An action is morally right if it promotes self interest.
Utilitarianism: People should act in ways that produce the most happiness to the greatest number of people affected by our actions.
Principle of Duty: An obligation that an individual needs to fulfil as a result of his/her role in the society.
Principle of Right: Human beings have rights that ought to be respected.
Universalism: An action is ethical if people are willing to accept it as a universal conduct.
Principle of Ends: An act that treats human beings as end and never as mean.
Principle of Autonomy: Human beings have the freedom to make decision without being influenced by others.
Principle of Equal Liberty: Everyone has an equal right to be treated equally.
Principle of Fair Equality of Opportunity: Everyone has equal chance to improve his/her position in the society.
Principle of Difference: People should seek to serve the least advantage people to the greatest benefit.
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There are so much more theories!!! At this point of time, I’m lazy to continue anymore. Does studying all these ethical theories really cultivate ethical behaviour?
NONSENSE!
Conclusion?
Examination is to satisfy the requirement of the society to prove that students meet the standards before being released to the working life.
Looks like I’ve abandoned this blog for quite some time. Well, I just didn’t have much inspiration on what to write. When I read one of my friends’ post, I started asking myself, “Am I the kind of person who can’t do anything at all during exam besides studying?” I wouldn’t want to be that kind of person.
Anyway, I’m not going to write anything about motivation, exams, studies, bla…bla…bla… Today, I just want to focus on a very special person which I never thought that I would post it up but somehow I feel that I need to write it down because I want this memory to remain in my mind forever.
If you somehow know a little bit of Japanese language, I think you can guess who is this special person that I’m referring to. He’s none other than my beloved lecturer.
If you know me and him as well, I’m sure you’d know why he is special to me. There is no other lecturer like him who has impressed and inspired me so much before! I like him! In fact, I think I love him! =p
I’m fascinated by the way he carries himself, his politeness, his well-mannered attitude and his SMILE! I’m mesmerized by his knowledge, skills and talents! I’ve never admired anyone so much like him before.
Sometimes I really wonder, have I really fallen in love with him?
I think most of you would be stunned just like the girl above. Haha… Don’t get me wrong. I’m not that kind of person who is specifically fond of elderly man. But he is really special. He’s not just an elderly man. He is the MAN! As in the best person who can be a role model to anyone.
I don’t really care about the age so much when it comes to love. And so far, no man like him has ever captured my attention so much before.
This will be a “rojak” post because there are 3 different stories to be shared which happened to me in a day.
First, catching up with best friend by having even a short conversation with him is satisfying. Have you ever come across a situation where you feel that you have strong feelings for your best friend? Perhaps this experience might not happen on you but on the people around you. If you have, how would you react to this situation? Personally, I think relationship will be at its best when best friends remain as best friends forever. This is the optimum level of relationship. That’s why falling in love with best friends is a forbidden act for me. Is not that I’d purposely force myself not to love him/her, but I would avoid any situation that would induce this to happen. I feel that it’s easier to share openly with best friends and it’s happier spending time with them.
I started to learn swimming yesterday. It was really difficult. The fear of drowning and putting my head into the water is an obstacle. However, I managed to float. I think I need to overcome my fear first before I can really learn to swim. Anyway, it was a good experience and I was happy getting to soak myself in the swimming pool. Thanks to my patient friends who were willing to teach me. ^^
Last, I just came back from dance rehearsal. The performance is tomorrow night. Everytime when I get to perform, I’d be very excited. Even how hard the training was, I’m really happy. I’m wondering if I took the road not taken, what my life would be now? Or if I’m going to take the road not taken, what will my life be? Sometimes I’m really caught up with myself, my desire. I want to perform my very best in everything I do. But this requires time to develop and practice it. Sometimes I have to forgo something because of another thing. One thing that saddens me is that I’ve neglected song composing when I’m getting busy with academics and activities. How I wish I would have another song of my composition to be performed for everyone to listen.
I always thought I’m just a normal person (I’m still a normal person). I never thought that I actually can do something beyond my expectation. I’m referring to MIX challenge. MIX is a business challenge competition requiring us to solve real-life problem for Sunway Lagoon to sustain it’s customer loyalty.
At first, I have no intention to join because I thought I’m not that good and creative enough and any idea that comes out from my brain would be just a normal idea which everyone can think of.
But now I really appreciate my friend, Samm a lot for forcing encouraging me to join in the first place. So I got together with Katherine (another best friend of mine who was being “forced” by Samm to join), Sok Kim and Mooi Fong to form a team. We didn’t expect that we’d be able to make it to the final and that surprised us a lot when we received the news.
Top 8 teams were chosen among 28 participating teams. Since we made it to the final, we decided that we must do our best to win the cash prize (money is a motivation). Unfortunately, we didn’t win because our idea wasn’t greater than some other teams.
I’m a bit disappointed which I think is normal that every team that didn’t win would feel so. However, I’m very satisfied with it because it made me realize my true potential. The experience is really priceless.
Unconsciously, I always drew a line in everything I do, limiting myself only to that line. I never thought that I could actually exceed that line. I believe everyone has his/her true potential which is not discovered yet by him or herself. It really depends on your mind a lot. You can reach as far as you want if you are persistent enough and strongly believe in it. Again, this reminds me of Law of Attraction which I neglected sometimes.
Challenges is there to make us climb higher!
When you look at these words, what comes to your mind?
A gift which you long for?
A gift that you never expected?
A gift from someone special?
Yesterday, I received a very special present from my best friend, Hwei. It’s actually a Christmas present. ^^ She bought something which she likes so much that she found joy in looking through its pages! I think by now you can guess what it is.
Bingo! It’s a lovely notebook. I love it! It’s so beautiful that every pages seem to have stories portrayed through its pictures.
I don’t think I could write any words in it because it’s just too beautiful to be filled up with my funny handwriting. Haha…
I gave her something that I like very much too and I knew she would love it! =)
P/S: We had our dinner together at my favourite mamak stall in KL – Nasi Lemak Ayam at Seapark. I miss it so much… Thanks, Hwei!
Gosh! I can’t sleep. Worried? Excited? Anxious? Happy? Sad? I don’t know. Anyway, I’m not going to write anything about insomnia.
So now I realized I really can't stand loneliness. My coursemates have finished their exams. I'm left with one more paper on this Thursday. My housemates are on holidays and left this house in the evening.
Darkness = The atmosphere in UT house.
The story goes like this...
What is the purpose of it when no one is following?
... probably isn't a very good day for me. Certain things just don't seem to go well which makes my day blue...
Hope things will be better.
For the first time in my life, I learnt to make cake!!! Haha... It's not that hard after all. My coming wish list is to learn making sushi and ice-cream! ^^
