Monday, July 25, 2011


I am. You may see me as someone who is full of confidence with high self-esteem but it is only part of me to protect myself and hide my fragile heart which can be easily broken. I care about my appearance a lot. I admit it. It took me years to build up my confidence and everytime I look into the mirror, I need to tell myself, “You look good.” But the fact is, I know I don’t. I don’t even think I belong to the average look category. I might fall below that. Everytime when I tell myself that I look good, that’s a lie. I know most of you would say outer look is not important and the most important thing is inner beauty. Bullshit! You can only feel the inner beauty when you get to know someone well enough. But for 1st impression, looks does matter. When people see you for the 1st time, marks is already given upon the face. This is reality. Sometimes I really feel I’m ugly. This factor pulls me down a lot and I’m only using other factors to pull me up.


When only can I stop lying to myself and have the courage to face the truth?

Saturday, July 23, 2011


Wednesday, July 20, 2011

Just some sayings...

Win With Character

Learn the difference between winning and being a champion. To win, you merely have to cross the finish line first. To be a champion, you have to inspire admiration for your character, as well as for your physical talent. You have to compete in spirit of fair play, respecting your opponents and the rules.

Jacques Rogge, President IOC

Chart Your Course

The sea is only beautiful if there’s a shore. Life is like the sea. There’ll be a direction to follow even if you sail more than one day or one life… the promise of a new land is your guide, because you know that the sea is a huge world that’s beautiful only if there’s a shore.

Patricky Field

Live Life Rightly

Seek education rather than grades. Seek your best rather than someone else’s. Seek friendship rather than acceptance. Seek worth rather than rank. Seek to build rather than to tear down. Seek laughter and love in spite of pain and you will have learned to live.

Jaqui Sheehan

Love Enriches Life

Love cannot remain by itself – it has no meaning. Love has to be put into action and that action is service. Whatever form we are, able or disabled, rich or poor, it is not how much we do, but how much love we put in the doing; a lifelong sharing of love with others.

Mother Teresa

Attack Your Fears

Living fearlessly is not the same thing as never being afraid. It’s good to be afraid occasionally. What’s not good is living in fear, allowing fear to define who you are. Living fearlessly means standing up to fear, taking its measure, refusing to let it shape and define your life.

Michael G Ignatieff

Challenges Strengthen Life

Everybody has barriers and obstacles. If you look at them as containing fences that don’t allow you to advance, then you’re going to be a failure. If you look at them as hurdles that strengthen you each time you go over one, then you’re going to be a success.

Benjamin Carson

Accomplish With Humility

I long to accomplish a great and noble task, but it is my chief duty to accomplish humble tasks as though they were great and noble. The world is moved along, not only by the mighty shoves of its heroes, but also by the aggregate of the tiny pushes of each honest worker.

Helen Keller

Lead By Example

Leadership rests not only upon ability, not only upon capacity; having the capacity to lead is not enough. The leader must be willing to use it. His leadership is then based on truth and character. There must be truth in the purpose and will power in the character.

Vince Lombardi

Knowing Is Power

If you know the enemy and know yourself, you need not fear the result of a hundred battles. If you know yourself but not the enemy, for every victory gained you will also suffer a defeat. If you know neither the enemy nor yourself, you will succumb in every battle.

Sun Tzu

Focus on Positives

Real optimism is aware of problems but recognizes solutions; knows about difficulties but believes they can be overcome; sees the negatives, but accentuates the positives; is exposed to the worst but expects the best; has reason to complain, but chooses to smile.

William Arthur Ward

Adversity Breeds Creativity

What’s happiness without sadness? What’s light without darkness? You never can tell a positive thing without going through a negative thing. If you’ve been to the deepest valley in your life, then you will be very appreciative when you reached the highest peak in your life.

Evelyn Ha

Decisions Determine Destiny

We do not choose to be born. We do not choose our parents. We do not choose the country of our birth. We do not, most of us, choose to die; nor do we choose the time and conditions for our death. But within all this realm of choicelessness, we do choose how we shall live.

Joseph Epstein

Monday, July 18, 2011


I always told myself not to be too serious in anything especially when it comes to love. I’m not saying that we should not be committed to a relationship, but we should have a limit of seriousness to it. Sometimes taking it too seriously would only hurt yourself more. I admit I’m a playful person but I’m very loyal. But as I grow older and meet more different kinds of people, my mindset started to change. Now, I don’t mind to get involved in a relationship even though I know the ending might not be a happy ending. Sounds silly right? Being a playful girl, I really don’t mind to try anything while I’m still young. I wouldn’t want to regret later on in life for not giving something a try.


But at the same time I realize…



Sunday, July 17, 2011



Tuesday, July 5, 2011