Saturday, April 30, 2011


Looks like I’ve abandoned this blog for quite some time. Well, I just didn’t have much inspiration on what to write. When I read one of my friends’ post, I started asking myself, “Am I the kind of person who can’t do anything at all during exam besides studying?” I wouldn’t want to be that kind of person.

Anyway, I’m not going to write anything about motivation, exams, studies, bla…bla…bla… Today, I just want to focus on a very special person which I never thought that I would post it up but somehow I feel that I need to write it down because I want this memory to remain in my mind forever.

If you somehow know a little bit of Japanese language, I think you can guess who is this special person that I’m referring to. He’s none other than my beloved lecturer.

Mr Khoo Peng Hong

If you know me and him as well, I’m sure you’d know why he is special to me. There is no other lecturer like him who has impressed and inspired me so much before! I like him! In fact, I think I love him! =p

I’m fascinated by the way he carries himself, his politeness, his well-mannered attitude and his SMILE! I’m mesmerized by his knowledge, skills and talents! I’ve never admired anyone so much like him before.

Sometimes I really wonder, have I really fallen in love with him?


I think most of you would be stunned just like the girl above. Haha… Don’t get me wrong. I’m not that kind of person who is specifically fond of elderly man. But he is really special. He’s not just an elderly man. He is the MAN! As in the best person who can be a role model to anyone.

I don’t really care about the age so much when it comes to love. And so far, no man like him has ever captured my attention so much before.

Wednesday, April 13, 2011


Tuesday, April 12, 2011

Stefanie Sun’s MV




So far, 4 MVs have been produced and I’m anticipating the remaining 6. ^^

Gifts From Taiwan

My cousin just came back from Taiwan 2 weeks ago and she bought some souvenirs for me. Though they are not anything special, but they are the things that I like. =)


The above is a wrist band made from animal skin. It’s quite costly according to her. I’m not really fond of anything which is made of animal skin but it’s her 心意. So I happily accepted it. It’s carved with my name on it. Special made I guess.


Law of attraction really works well for me! I was just thinking to buy a sunglasses and there it is. It’s in dark green, my favourite colour. I think almost everyone who is close to me knew that I’m in love with green. Haha…

Saturday, April 9, 2011






可能你们觉得我是在emo, 但我是一个很理智的人。我很清楚怎个情况。我也很了解自己。我也知道我并不是一个最完美的朋友。所以当一个人会被朋友遗弃的时候,并不是那些朋友的错。是那个人本身有问题。是时候他应该检讨自己了。


Friday, April 8, 2011


Whatever you do, whatever you decide, whatever that is done, excuse is not needed. Whatever reason you give, it’s not important anymore. After all, it’s still an EXCUSE!

I’m nothing to you. In fact, I’m nobody to anyone. Why would anyone cares?

I always put priority on my friends but it seems that this priority is somehow wrong. You care for them but who cares for you?


I realized that I’m not important to anyone except my family members. This is a fact.

I’m just so stupid to let my friends occupied most of the area in my heart when I don’t even have a tiny space in their hearts. In another word, maybe I don’t even exist in their hearts.

So the question now is should I continue to let them occupy my heart? Or should I just don’t care anyone and anything at all and be a selfish person who live alone without friends forever?

How I wish I could live without friends but I know I can’t. I can’t even stand being alone for one day. How can I just abandon them from my heart? Crying-Heart-random-16144490-250-250


Monday, April 4, 2011

I realized…

that life isn’t that easy.

It can’t be represented by simple mathematics formula.

It can’t be measured by numerical terms.

It can’t be divided into just black and white.

It can’t be derived from any source.

It can’t be described only by words.

It’s the most special thing on Earth, that’s why it’s valuable.