Dream

Just now went to take nap because I was tired. When I woke up I have a strong feeling of wanting to blog. Know why? I had a dream.

Though it's normal for me to dream once a while, but usually my dreams were blurry and I can't really remember what I've dreamt of. Only certain times I can remember the story line and characters in my dreams.

Back to the dream just now, I could remember clearly what and who was in. Usually if I dreamt of someone, it means that the person is special to me. This time is the same. I dreamt of this girl whom I just knew not long ago. I've never met her before till few days ago I coincidentally saw her in a place.

Conclusion? I've no idea what I want to express. Just feel like writing. =p

Fate (Part 2)

This one week break of mine has really made me encountered many things and many people. Again it's all FATE.

When I was browsing my Facebook just now, I happened to came across my very old friend, whom I've known since primary Standard 3. (WOW! That's so loooooooooonnnnnngggggggg ago)

Yes! It's primary Standard 3, when I was around 9 years old. When I was in primary, I admired her a lot. Not because of her talent, outlook or whatsoever, but because of her personality. She was nice to be with.

Recently just found her and added her in Facebook. In fact, now I'm chatting with her and I'm still fond of her. After so long, she's still the same old person whom I admired before.

And for your information, she's a Malay. In Malaysia, when we talk about race, it's a sensitive issue. But actually in the first place, what is it to be sensitive about?

It's because all the media and so called "leaders" keep on mentioning this matter, then it became an issue. If they don't give rise to this matter, I think we would be living in a more harmony environment.

Children don't know what is race. But they are being brought up to know.

My main point is don't be easily influenced by others. Think critically. The state of mind is all psychological.

Fate

Yesterday chatted with my blog-mate, Penthius. It was the first time for us to chat after we've been visiting each other's blogs for quite a while.

I do believe in fate. We have never met each other before and 2 days ago I saw her from far in DP. I thought to myself, "This girl looks familiar. Is it Penthius?"

After yesterday's conversation, we finally verified that we were looking at the right person. Lol... What a coincidence!

Although both of us are from Malacca and Malacca is not a BIG city, nevertheless, getting to meet someone you've never even thought of would meet, is something surprising.

And this incident made me even believe more in fate.

Why best friends can be best friends? Of course they must 1st be fated to know each other, where likeness pull them together, then only we would have what we called, True Friends.

So actually what I'm trying to say is don't take things for granted. Cherish all the people around you. Especially those you love. They are just like gifts given to you by God.

No words to describe...

Just now went through very emotional situation. Quarrelled with close friend, both of us are stressed. Both have own opinions.

I was so hurt. She was hurt too. Both made mistakes.

I apologized to her. She felt sorry for me too.

Luckily we managed to amend the situation. I could not imagine what would happen if it get worse.

These few weeks, I admit that I was very emotional and irrational. For those friends whom I've treated coldly, I'm sorry. I really didn't mean it.

I have always been stable all this while regarding emotion. But this semester, I really don't know why.

I think I should go for a walk alone to calm down.

And to those friends who have been staying beside me all this while, THANK YOU SO MUCH!

Teardrops on me...

When my seniors told me that the last year Programme Department Head of Charity Project cried when carrying out her duty, I could not feel how she felt.

Now, I can feel that. Stressed!

I always thought I'm a tough person, but this time I was wrong.

Uncontrollable, I broke down into tears just all of a sudden.

Everything comes to me at the same time.

Then only I realized, I'm weak.

It's good that I'm being tested now. At least I know what are my weaknesses.

I still have long way to go. Success does not come easily.

How Much Is The Price Of TIME?

Finally, I get to "touch" my blog again!! There are so much things to say...

Accumulated since my last post... Whenever there was something happening, I'd feel like blogging but didn't get the chance...

Now that I want to blog, I just don't know where to start... Haiz..

Just now I read one of my friends' blog. The story she posted struck my mind after reading it!

Then only I realized how much things I've lost this semester. Or I should say how much TIME I've lost focusing on the minor parts of my life and forgetting the major parts of my life.

I'm really bad in time management. I really hope I could balance up my life.

Anyone can advise me?

Is This My Choice?

We can't have all the things in the world. That's why DECISION appears. I don't know what went wrong in my mind, I seem to make many wrong decisions recently. I didn't regret it but I'm upset over it.

I'm not someone who can do many things at the same time. So I have to let go certain things I'm holding in my hands. It's hard to let go, especially when it's something you like. Among all the choices I have, I decided to let go my most lovable thing.

All my friends were shocked when they knew it. Even I, myself can't believe I made this choice.

I really admire those who can do many things at the same time, and doing them well. Despite all the stuff they have with them, they'd still have time for relaxation. Cool!

Somehow I think I have a little problem with time management. This is my weakness.

Life... Why do I live?

Be considerate!

My mid sem break is gone. I thought I could do all my work at home but it turned out to be the other way round. It's not that I'm relaxing at home. But it's my cousin's baby. My time has gone due to babysitting.

Sad case...

Now I'm wondering... Why people like to have kids around? Though it's fun when they are around, imagine the amount of work and time that they cost you when bringing them up.

I just hope to those people who wish to have babies and kids around, please keep in mind the responsibilities you have over them. If you want to bring them to this world, make sure you have the ability to take care of them.

Don't trouble others to take care of them for you!!

If you are the parents, then you should do what parents need to do. Not just push over everything to others to help you. As parents, you are adults. You should be able to think maturely. I'm sad to see some parents mentality still like young children. These are the people that grow old in appearance but not mind.

I'm a bit upset with my cousin actually. Somehow she's inconsiderate. She didn't think for others. She always rely on her mother to take care of her 2 kids. She never thought is her mother's health condition suitable for babysitting or not.

She's so dependent on others. Always think what is good for her but not what effect it can cause to others. Although she treats me very good, but to a certain limit, I can't accept the way she thinks. Her mind is soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo inmature. Haiz...

Fun!

Just now went to watch movie with friends. The movie was nice! It's G.I. Joe - The Rise of Cobra. If you like to watch Transformers, you'll definitely like this show!

Although not every of our friends went for the movie (only 3 of us), but we had great time hanging out together! ^^ After the movie, we went to "lim teh" and chill out. It was great spending time with them and share about our life with each other. I like this kind of feeling! I miss those good old days when I was in secondary and high school.

Those experiences made me realized what is actually important in my life. What I want to have in my life. How I want to live my life. It struck my mind that all this while, I was somehow out of my path. Those moments of happiness are guidance for me to track back my path. To take the journey that I want.

Nice hanging out with you guys! Frens 4ever! ^^

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