Time for some updates. Recently busy with many activities and school work. So will no longer update that often.
Whoever who has friends taking Accountancy in New Era College and Segi College, can you please let me know? I need to find the person in charge of the Accounting Club from both of these colleges for my UM event. Thanks in advance.
I'm not a person who is so much into love relationship. My priority in life is family and friends. Then only life partner comes in. So to me, whatever it is, I always consider after my family and friends first.
If i'm really involved in a love relationship, I hope my other half would understand that I won't put him/her ranking as 1st place in my heart.
What I really want from a love relationship is True Love. And my definition of true love is what comes from a pure heart.
Love is a CHOICE that people make after they are being attracted to certain people and have strong feeling for him/her. Love is a DECISION after you have made, you must be fully committed to it. And fully committed is full responsibility for the relationship and the other half.
Love is not something easy. Both parties must be tolerant, patient, understanding, caring and all the characteristics you can think about when comes to love. It involves great passion and time. It's not something that can be gained within a day.
I think I've gone out of topic. What I'm actually trying to say is:
If you love someone, you don't have to see him/her everyday, every moment, every hour, every minute, every second... Although in your heart you always wish to be with her/him all the time.
If you love someone, you don't have to ask for anything from him/her or request any changes from him/her and just accept him/her the way he/she is... Although you know that those are their weaknesses that they should change.
If you love someone, you give without expecting any return.
If you love someone, you change your weaknesses without being asked to do so.
If you love someone, you forgive endlessly.
If you love someone... (continue yourself)
So if you love someone from your true heart, even a long distance relationship will not do both of you apart. This is a test to your true love.
And if you love someone truly, even a simple smile without any conversation means a thousand words.
One day a farmer's donkey fell down into a well. The animal cried piteously for hours as the farmer tried to figure out what to do. Finally, he decided the animal was old, and the well needed to be covered up anyway; it just wasn't worth it to retrieve the donkey.
He invited all his neighbors to come over and help him. They all grabbed a shovel and began to shovel dirt into the well. At first, the donkey realized what was happening and cried horribly. Then, to everyone's amazement he quieted down.
A few shovel loads later, the farmer finally looked down the well. He was astonished at what he saw. With each shovel of dirt that hit his back, the donkey was doing something amazing. He would shake it off and take a step up.
As the farmer's neighbors continued to shovel dirt on top of the animal, he would shake it off and take a step up. Pretty soon, everyone was amazed as the donkey stepped up over the edge of the well and happily trotted off!
MORAL: Life is going to shovel dirt on you, all kinds of dirt. The trick to getting out of the well is to shake it off and take a step up. Each of our troubles is a steppingstone. We can get out of the deepest wells just by not stopping, never giving up! Shake it off and take a step up.
Remember the five simple rules to be happy:
1. Free your heart from hatred - Forgive.
2. Free your mind from worries - Most never happens.
3. Live simply and appreciate what you have.
4. Give more.
5. Expect less from people but more from God.
This post is specially written for 2 of my best friends, Allie Tey and Grace Gui to apologize for my irrational thoughts and actions. I know I've hurt you all. I really don't mean it. I know you all always care for me.
I'm sorry...
But don't worry, I won't drown into the deep sea.
I will be rational. I will think properly. I will control myself. I know what is right and wrong.
And finally, I won't disappoint you all.
Dear friends, thank you for all your support and companion all this while. I truly cherish them.
Just give me some time. Time will heal everything.
I'm quite lost right now... Really don't know what to do... I'm always thinking of her and yet I don't want to put 100% attention in it because I'm afraid of being hurt again...
And so I'm back to Melaka, my precious hometown. Feels like years ago since the last time I was in Malacca. So many things to do. But it is enjoyable.
Home is always the best place... ^^
Love isn't something wonderful all the time. Maybe I, myself have experienced an unhappy love story before, that's why I have not much confidence in it.
Although lately I have this special feeling towards this person, somehow I feel that I have more burden. It's really funny. When I'm single, I wish to have a partner. When that person really comes, I want to be single, not loving anyone.
All this while I was living happily with my single life. I think I'm getting used to it already. Suddenly when I feel that I love another person other than my family and friends, it became a burden to me.
I don't know why I would feel this way. Maybe my heart is already full with the love I shower to my family members and friends. There's no more space for life partner.
When something is already full, and we insist of adding more things inside, it would be a burden and maybe it would break into pieces.
So for now I think I shall remain single until the time when I'm ready to accept it. When my heart is no longer 100% full.
After 3 years of being single, I almost forgotten how love is like. I enjoy my single life a lot although sometimes I would still feel lonely and empty in my heart, hoping that I can find my other half. But all this while, my life of being single surrounded by many friends was going very well. I'm happy of that. ^^
However, lately, I have this special feeling towards someone. This feeling is so much like those I have felt before during my first love. No one in these past 3 years has ever made me feel this way. She's the 1st one that make me feel so after so long of being single.
I'm happy to meet her and get to know her. Is really hard for me to describe how I feel now. But if she can make me feel this way, it shows that somehow she has attracted me and has special place in my heart.
This is just the starting...
Our story is to be continued...
Finally, I-Week 2009 has ended successfully!! Hooray!!! It was a fun and memorable event indeed. We had great time together with the accounting juniors. ^^
I-Week committee workshop
Feels like ages since I last updated my blog. The new semester has just begun and now I'm back to UM. Unfortunately, yesterday I received a bad news from a friend about the death of one of my friends in a car accident. At that moment, my mind went blank. I didn't what to do and how to response. It was so sudden!
Life is so unpredictable. Anything may happen anytime.
So please, cherish everyone around you. Don't wait till it's too late.
