I'm tired...

Love is tiring...

I always seem to make wrong decision when it comes to love relationship.

In the first place, I think I shouldn't have started this relationship. Again, I feel it's a burden.

I really enjoy my single life! Hanging out with friends and spending quality time with family.

It has been 3 years since I stayed single. I'm used to this type of life. And I'm happy with it.

In fact, my time has been spent wonderfully all this while.

I have really no time for relationship now and I'm not ready for any yet.

I still feel being single is better. Most of my time have been used for studies, activities, friends, family, leisure and self relfection. Even without being engage in a relationship, I have used up most of my time! Sleeping time has also been reduced a lot!

So where else can I find time for love? That's why I don't feel to be engaged now. I want freedom. What I really need in life is FRIENDS and FAMILY. Without them, I'm nothing.

And I need time of my own too...

Emo side of me...

Today I'm not feeling good in a sense that I'm emo. There are just too many things to do at the same time!

I'm upset...

This makes me feel like blogging and want to express all out!

I'm lost... I'm blur... I'm tired...

I feel like giving up... I'm helpless... I'm hopeless...

I feel like being bullied... not by others... but by myself...

There are many things I still need to learn...

I'm not a good planner... In fact, a bad one...

I can't think critically... I feel I'm useless...

I really hope I can really do my duty well as it reflects my attitude and personality.

Feel much better after writing out.

Meanwhile, gambate!!

*You can do it!* ^^

MASC Promotional Clip

Currently I'm joining in a project - Malaysian Accounting Students Convention. It's a big event and we hope to attract 400 participants from all over Malaysia. Here is the promotional clip of our event. Please support us! Thanks!

Polluted!

I just came home yesterday and I was shocked when I came down from the bus. My beloved hometown has become hazardous!

It has been polluted! The environment was full of haze. It feels like last time when we faced "jerebu" due to the forest burning in Indonesia.

I was so sad... seeing the condition.

Hope this haze will disappear soon.

My dreams...

I'm starting to feel that I've lost my way... I'm so far from my dreams... I still remembered when I first entered UM, what I actually wanted and I went after my dreams... Now, the situation has changed... I feel that I'm not getting any nearer to my dreams, in fact I'm drifting away from them... Why is this so??!?!?

Sometimes I really wonder is it worth it to get involved in so many things? And when I think back, how come I'm not pursuing my dreams but go after other things? Have I not set up my mind clearly? Or am I not motivated to reach my goals?

Life is getting busy in UM. And because of this, I just fall sick a few days ago. Now still in the process of healing. I must make up my mind very clearly on what I want and the purpose of it. I don't want to take up anything blindly anymore. I want to chase after my dreams. I must always remind myself where is my destination, what journey I want to have and how I'm going to get there.

"Take the path that you like, there's no turning back once you've taken it. So don't regret when you have chosen your journey for it will make up your life."

Think about it!

Life isn't fair, but it's still good.

When in doubt, just take the next small step.

Life is too short to waste time hating anyone.

Your job won't take care of you when you are sick. Your family and friends will. Stay in touch.

You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.

Cry with someone. It's more healing than crying alone.

Save for retirement starting with your first paycheck.

Make peace with your past so it won't screw up the present.

Don't compare your life to others. You have no idea what their journey is all about.

Take a deep breath. It calms the mind.

When it comes to going after what you love in life, don't take no for an answer.

Be eccentric now. Don't wait for old age to wear purple.

No one is in charge of your happiness but you.

Always choose life.

Forgive everyone everything.

What other people think of you is none of your business.

Time heals almost everything. Give time, time.

However good or bad a situation is, it will change.

Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does.

Believe in miracles.

Don't audit life. Show up and make the most of it now.

All that truly matters in the end is that you loved.

Get outside every day. Miracles are waiting everywhere.

If we all threw our problems in a pile and saw everyone else's, we'd grab ours back.

Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.

The best is yet to come.

No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.

Life isn't tied with a bow, but it's still a gift.

I just love to go home...

Backed to hometown yesterday afternoon. ^^

I felt so fresh when I stepped out of the car and breathed the Malacca air.

Excited and happy. I miss everything in Malacca.

It's good to be home. =)

Just updates

Time for some updates. Recently busy with many activities and school work. So will no longer update that often.

Whoever who has friends taking Accountancy in New Era College and Segi College, can you please let me know? I need to find the person in charge of the Accounting Club from both of these colleges for my UM event. Thanks in advance.

If you love someone...

I'm not a person who is so much into love relationship. My priority in life is family and friends. Then only life partner comes in. So to me, whatever it is, I always consider after my family and friends first.

If i'm really involved in a love relationship, I hope my other half would understand that I won't put him/her ranking as 1st place in my heart.

What I really want from a love relationship is True Love. And my definition of true love is what comes from a pure heart.

Love is a CHOICE that people make after they are being attracted to certain people and have strong feeling for him/her. Love is a DECISION after you have made, you must be fully committed to it. And fully committed is full responsibility for the relationship and the other half.

Love is not something easy. Both parties must be tolerant, patient, understanding, caring and all the characteristics you can think about when comes to love. It involves great passion and time. It's not something that can be gained within a day.

I think I've gone out of topic. What I'm actually trying to say is:

If you love someone, you don't have to see him/her everyday, every moment, every hour, every minute, every second... Although in your heart you always wish to be with her/him all the time.

If you love someone, you don't have to ask for anything from him/her or request any changes from him/her and just accept him/her the way he/she is... Although you know that those are their weaknesses that they should change.

If you love someone, you give without expecting any return.

If you love someone, you change your weaknesses without being asked to do so.

If you love someone, you forgive endlessly.

If you love someone... (continue yourself)

So if you love someone from your true heart, even a long distance relationship will not do both of you apart. This is a test to your true love.

And if you love someone truly, even a simple smile without any conversation means a thousand words.

P/S: This is only my own opinions and thoughts. Not from any philosophy or wise sayings.

Warren Buffet - Lesson from a Successful Man