Is This My Choice?

We can't have all the things in the world. That's why DECISION appears. I don't know what went wrong in my mind, I seem to make many wrong decisions recently. I didn't regret it but I'm upset over it.

I'm not someone who can do many things at the same time. So I have to let go certain things I'm holding in my hands. It's hard to let go, especially when it's something you like. Among all the choices I have, I decided to let go my most lovable thing.

All my friends were shocked when they knew it. Even I, myself can't believe I made this choice.

I really admire those who can do many things at the same time, and doing them well. Despite all the stuff they have with them, they'd still have time for relaxation. Cool!

Somehow I think I have a little problem with time management. This is my weakness.

Life... Why do I live?

Be considerate!

My mid sem break is gone. I thought I could do all my work at home but it turned out to be the other way round. It's not that I'm relaxing at home. But it's my cousin's baby. My time has gone due to babysitting.

Sad case...

Now I'm wondering... Why people like to have kids around? Though it's fun when they are around, imagine the amount of work and time that they cost you when bringing them up.

I just hope to those people who wish to have babies and kids around, please keep in mind the responsibilities you have over them. If you want to bring them to this world, make sure you have the ability to take care of them.

Don't trouble others to take care of them for you!!

If you are the parents, then you should do what parents need to do. Not just push over everything to others to help you. As parents, you are adults. You should be able to think maturely. I'm sad to see some parents mentality still like young children. These are the people that grow old in appearance but not mind.

I'm a bit upset with my cousin actually. Somehow she's inconsiderate. She didn't think for others. She always rely on her mother to take care of her 2 kids. She never thought is her mother's health condition suitable for babysitting or not.

She's so dependent on others. Always think what is good for her but not what effect it can cause to others. Although she treats me very good, but to a certain limit, I can't accept the way she thinks. Her mind is soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo inmature. Haiz...

Fun!

Just now went to watch movie with friends. The movie was nice! It's G.I. Joe - The Rise of Cobra. If you like to watch Transformers, you'll definitely like this show!

Although not every of our friends went for the movie (only 3 of us), but we had great time hanging out together! ^^ After the movie, we went to "lim teh" and chill out. It was great spending time with them and share about our life with each other. I like this kind of feeling! I miss those good old days when I was in secondary and high school.

Those experiences made me realized what is actually important in my life. What I want to have in my life. How I want to live my life. It struck my mind that all this while, I was somehow out of my path. Those moments of happiness are guidance for me to track back my path. To take the journey that I want.

Nice hanging out with you guys! Frens 4ever! ^^

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Hi everyone,

The University of Malaya Accounting Club (UMAC) will be organizing a national level event called the Malaysian Accounting Students Convention (MASC). We will invite as much as 400 participants from local and private universities and colleges all around Malaysia.

This convention will feature several entrepreneurs that have gained success in the business field as well as Malaysian ministers to participate our discussions and forums on the Malaysian economy, governmental and also global financial issues.

Our event will be held from 14th to 17th December 2009.

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I'm tired...

Love is tiring...

I always seem to make wrong decision when it comes to love relationship.

In the first place, I think I shouldn't have started this relationship. Again, I feel it's a burden.

I really enjoy my single life! Hanging out with friends and spending quality time with family.

It has been 3 years since I stayed single. I'm used to this type of life. And I'm happy with it.

In fact, my time has been spent wonderfully all this while.

I have really no time for relationship now and I'm not ready for any yet.

I still feel being single is better. Most of my time have been used for studies, activities, friends, family, leisure and self relfection. Even without being engage in a relationship, I have used up most of my time! Sleeping time has also been reduced a lot!

So where else can I find time for love? That's why I don't feel to be engaged now. I want freedom. What I really need in life is FRIENDS and FAMILY. Without them, I'm nothing.

And I need time of my own too...

Emo side of me...

Today I'm not feeling good in a sense that I'm emo. There are just too many things to do at the same time!

I'm upset...

This makes me feel like blogging and want to express all out!

I'm lost... I'm blur... I'm tired...

I feel like giving up... I'm helpless... I'm hopeless...

I feel like being bullied... not by others... but by myself...

There are many things I still need to learn...

I'm not a good planner... In fact, a bad one...

I can't think critically... I feel I'm useless...

I really hope I can really do my duty well as it reflects my attitude and personality.

Feel much better after writing out.

Meanwhile, gambate!!

*You can do it!* ^^

MASC Promotional Clip

Currently I'm joining in a project - Malaysian Accounting Students Convention. It's a big event and we hope to attract 400 participants from all over Malaysia. Here is the promotional clip of our event. Please support us! Thanks!

Polluted!

I just came home yesterday and I was shocked when I came down from the bus. My beloved hometown has become hazardous!

It has been polluted! The environment was full of haze. It feels like last time when we faced "jerebu" due to the forest burning in Indonesia.

I was so sad... seeing the condition.

Hope this haze will disappear soon.

My dreams...

I'm starting to feel that I've lost my way... I'm so far from my dreams... I still remembered when I first entered UM, what I actually wanted and I went after my dreams... Now, the situation has changed... I feel that I'm not getting any nearer to my dreams, in fact I'm drifting away from them... Why is this so??!?!?

Sometimes I really wonder is it worth it to get involved in so many things? And when I think back, how come I'm not pursuing my dreams but go after other things? Have I not set up my mind clearly? Or am I not motivated to reach my goals?

Life is getting busy in UM. And because of this, I just fall sick a few days ago. Now still in the process of healing. I must make up my mind very clearly on what I want and the purpose of it. I don't want to take up anything blindly anymore. I want to chase after my dreams. I must always remind myself where is my destination, what journey I want to have and how I'm going to get there.

"Take the path that you like, there's no turning back once you've taken it. So don't regret when you have chosen your journey for it will make up your life."

Think about it!

Life isn't fair, but it's still good.

When in doubt, just take the next small step.

Life is too short to waste time hating anyone.

Your job won't take care of you when you are sick. Your family and friends will. Stay in touch.

You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.

Cry with someone. It's more healing than crying alone.

Save for retirement starting with your first paycheck.

Make peace with your past so it won't screw up the present.

Don't compare your life to others. You have no idea what their journey is all about.

Take a deep breath. It calms the mind.

When it comes to going after what you love in life, don't take no for an answer.

Be eccentric now. Don't wait for old age to wear purple.

No one is in charge of your happiness but you.

Always choose life.

Forgive everyone everything.

What other people think of you is none of your business.

Time heals almost everything. Give time, time.

However good or bad a situation is, it will change.

Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does.

Believe in miracles.

Don't audit life. Show up and make the most of it now.

All that truly matters in the end is that you loved.

Get outside every day. Miracles are waiting everywhere.

If we all threw our problems in a pile and saw everyone else's, we'd grab ours back.

Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.

The best is yet to come.

No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.

Life isn't tied with a bow, but it's still a gift.

I just love to go home...

Backed to hometown yesterday afternoon. ^^

I felt so fresh when I stepped out of the car and breathed the Malacca air.

Excited and happy. I miss everything in Malacca.

It's good to be home. =)