When lightning struck!

When I read 2 of my friends' blog, they remind me of something - My Dream & My Life.

Tasya's post on My Stage reminds me of my dream. The things she wrote touched my heart. The things she wrote is what I felt too. I may not have all those criteria required for me to be on stage, but I wish to have my own stage. A place for me to perform... where I can express myself... to those I love...

Shi Wei's post on her adventures has also reminded me of my life. The things I've lost. I've been occupied by not-so-important stuff in life which made me neglected the important stuff in life. I love travelling. But I seldom travel. When I read all those posts on how my friends enjoyed themselves, I really wanted to go to those places so much with my family and friends.

What have I been doing all this while?

I don't know. I really don't know...

How come I always feel like I'm off track?

So much things to desire, so little time to realize it.

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It's already 4.00am. And I'm still not sleepy yet. @@

Gosh...

Nostalgic Memories

Finally, tomorrow will be the last day of class for this semester. Feel so nice. I used to love going to school when I was in primary till high school. But since I entered university, the passion of going to class has been missing.

The atmosphere is just totally different!

The sense of belonging is not as deep as when I was in school.

Time passes so fast. So fast that sometimes I could not capture those nostalgic memories.

I still remember when I was in Form 2, I told my best friend, "Time passes so fast... I still remember the day when we received our UPSR results... in a blink of an eye and now here we are in Form 2."

When I reached Form 5, admiring those excellent students in STPM, didn't know how the future will be. Again, I told my friend, "Time passes so fast... you see, now we are already in F5, going to graduate soon..."

Then I went through Form 6 and wondered how university life would be.

And now here I am in university. Talked to my friends, "Time passes so fast... In just a blink of an eye, I'm already 21. I'm already an adult. I still remember how we used to live during secondary and high school. The memory is still so fresh. I miss the good old days."

If I could control the time, I would turn back the time and GROW through my life once again not wasting any single minute.

Quiz

Just finished a quiz today which takes up 20% of the overall subject assessment. It was hard!!!! (The effect of last minute study).

Aiksss.... Left 2 more weeks to go before final and here I am still blogging all the way...

Stress??

Don't know how to explain my feeling now...

暗恋

遇见了他，我很高兴。去年第一次见到他时，觉得他很普通。对他没什么感觉。可是当我慢慢认识他后，总觉得他的人很特别。很有才华。人见人爱。我很欣赏他。不知不觉对他有好感。

初恋过后，就没谈恋爱了。在我单身时候，觉得自己很花心。看上很多人，可是没有一次是真正爱过。可能已经忘了爱是如何。

我对他的心情是很模糊的。连我自己都不知道到底我对他的感觉是怎样。有时候看到他会觉得很兴奋。有时候又没有什么感觉。

但是我很清楚的是，他是一个很好的朋友。可能我对他还没有到爱的陈独。可是他以在我心中留下了很深的脚印。这一辈子是不可能会忘记他。

我没有想过会跟他走到另一个level，就是不知是普通朋友。因为他已经有了女朋友。他们俩的感情非常好。我替他们高兴。

喜欢或爱一个人不一定要跟他在一起。有时候，暗恋的感觉都已经是足够了。

Post Mortem

Just now went for 校创 post mortem. There were many things in my mind that I wanted to raise out before this. But when it was my turn to share, I didn't utter much. (Juniors: The so-called fierce senior didn't scold us for the 1st time!)

Yup. I didn't scold them this time. During the past few weeks whenever they had meetings, I would screwed them on the way they work in organizing activities. Messy, unprepared, last minute, blur and all the weaknesses an organizer shouldn't have were clearly portrayed by them. How can I stand all these?? Maybe I have been involved much in my faculty's activities which were carried out effectively and efficiently which makes me can't stand the way they do their work.

Come back to the main issue. Why this time I didn't scold them despite all the messiness and wrongdoings during the event?

I believed they are big enough to know their own mistakes. I believed even if I talk a lot, it is not going to enter their brains. I believed other seniors would have almost the same comments. I believed most of the post mortem carried out wouldn't have strong impact or improvement for the future event. I believed it's better to prevent and solve the problems prior to the event rather than crying over spilt milk.

That's why...

Turn Left? Turn Right?

Balance sheet, EPS, solvency, assets, liabilities, tax, liquidity, depreciation, cash flow statements, FRS, IRB, public ruling, audit, (continued)...........................................................................!!!!!!!!!

AM I GOING TO FACE THIS FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE??

I DOUBT THAT!

Please show me the way...

Malacca Camp

Just came back to UM yesterday noon. Final exam is just in two weeks time and I don't know why am I still blogging here.

But I guess I'm trying to escape from reality that exam is just around the corner.

Anyway, just came back from 大摇 exec meeting just now. It feels nice when all of us work together for one purpose and we are just like a big family.

The theme for next year 大摇 is I~Infinity. We are going to have a Malacca Camp from 21-23 November. And we are going to perform at Jonker on 22 November (Sunday) at 7.30pm. It's an unplugged band performance. Hope all of you who will be in Malacca at that time can come and support us. ^^

梦想成真？

只要我们相信

为什么？

不知道要写什么

很多话要说 却说不出来

很多感想 不知道如何分享

心情很乱

头脑一片空白

有时候觉得自己没有一样是好的

但很多人总是觉得我什么都好

不知道要高兴还是要丧心

突然很想用华语来写出我的心情

认识我的人可能会觉得很奇怪

为什么我会写华语呢？

我虽然不是很会用手写华语

可是我会看

我会拼音 所以我就会type出来咯。。。