Dead Heart

Finally I know the real side of you. When you can complaint to your friend about another friend by saying, “Who is she? She is nothing!” I finally know what kind of friend you are. 6 years of friendship and I’m nothing to you.

When you met with accident and you needed someone to be there for you, you gave me a call. I went there to accompany you.

When you were sad and you needed someone to listen to you, you gave me call, I stopped doing all my things and pay full attention to you.

When you needed someone to help you in your work, you gave me a call, I helped you as much as I could.

When you didn’t have car to go out, you gave me a call, I fetched you where ever you wanted to go.

When you needed someone to hang out with you, you gave me a call, I did my best to make time for you.

Have I not done enough as a friend? Did I owe you anything?

When I met with accident, I didn’t even call you to accompany me because I would try my best to settle myself.

When I was sad, I didn’t even call you to ask you to spare your time listening to me because I didn’t want to share unhappiness with friends unless I seriously needed advice. Instead, I chose to write in blog.

When I encountered problems with my work, I didn’t even call you to request for your help because I didn’t want to trouble you with it.

When I didn’t have car to go out, I didn’t even call you to fetch me go anywhere because I didn’t want to rely on my friends.

And now you can be so cruel by saying I’m nothing to you at all. I finally realized your true face. When I heard this, I wasn’t angry. My heart just died.